Just read this article:
It’s so resonant of how I’ve been feeling- like half of my brain works on a different plane. One I can’t control.
The other half yells all day. “Why won’t you listen?!” “What are you doing?!” “Don’t go there! That’s dangerous!”
I’m starting to believe in the “retraining your brain” idea. I’m working on new bike paths. These go to sunny places where people smile and give out hugs and cake all day.